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[a little bit better]
02.17.04 (9:56 pm)   [edit]
me and her (my crush) are sort of okay already.. we talk to each other already and stuff.. but, too bad we aren't that close anymore.. *sighs* btw, i'm so sorry for not blogging for a while.. haven't been in the mood lately.. i'm starting to hate some of my friends for backstabbing and using me.. *sighs*

[nikki]
 
[been so long]
02.07.04 (9:42 pm)   [edit]
well.. i'm confirmed already.. btw, sorry for not blogging these past few days.. i went online the whole week this week but i didn't blog because there wasn't anything to put.. so.. about this other girl.. hmm.. i don't like her that much.. i prefer my old crush.. but, now.. i hate her!! she used me.. well.. fuck her!! i mean, how dare she get food from me and snob me at the same time? gosh.. i [b]hate[/b] her so much.. i wanna kill her.. well.. nothing to say.. so.. bye!!

[nikki]
 
[hmm..]
02.05.04 (4:14 am)   [edit]
talked to her.. god.. it's like 95% gone already.. she's such a snob.. and she just uses me so that she could bathe and so that she could watch more DVDs.. grr..

hmm.. this other girl talked to me.. hmm..Ü what do i think? hot!!Ü hehe.. to bad she ain't a lesbo.. well, i think.. hehe..Ü but, she's pretty and nice..

[nikki]
 
[pain.. it's what she brings]
02.04.04 (3:49 am)   [edit]
she ignored me the whole day.. we didn't even talk.. as in like a conversation.. god!! doesn't she even know i exist? i love her.. can't she see that? why does she have to make it so hard for me?

[i]i'm just there

by the corner

while everyone ignores me

i feel alone

betrayed

upset

i miss her

i was her friend

i wish i still am

but i'm not a part of her anymore

and i try not to make her

a part of me

the world's over

and so are we[/i]

that was a poem i made like months ago..i think it was for a friend of mine.. who kept ignoring me and stuff.. but, now, i'm using it for 'romantic matters'.. or however you wanna say it..

[nikki]
 
[uhm.. i think it's back..]
02.03.04 (4:05 am)   [edit]
so, i'm not pissed/annoyed with her anymore.. and the same thing goes for her to me..Ü i'm sort of happy that she ain't annoyed anymore because she was.. i will try not to flirt anymore.. since i know that i will [b]never[/b] have a chance with her.. *sighs* thanks everton79..Ü i do know that i sort of don't love her anymore.. but, i just can't resist!! oh.. so.. her 'girlfriend' was absent today.. no, i'm not that happy she was because her 'girlfriend' is really nice..Ü eeeeeeee!! i love my live journal!!Ü heehee.. neway, not much to say anymore.. just read my lj if you know the url..Ü bye!! uhm.. hope we talk!!Ü

[nikki]
 
[is it gone yet?]
02.02.04 (3:05 am)   [edit]
the crush is 90% gone already.. she snobbed me during lunch and made me some freaking maid!! i'm so pissed with her.. i guess, i really shouldn't bother trying to make her notice me and all that since i have like a 1% of being her girlfriend.. *sighs* i wish she knew how pissed i am.. with the way she treated/treats me.. oh well.. i'm sure sheep* will tell her.. or something.. oh well.. i want her to know and how bad and mean she was to me!! grr.. i am so pissed!! uhm.. nothing else to say.. so.. buh-bye!!Ü

[nikki]